I want to share this with all of you, because it was a huge moment for me.
The other day I shared my first publication ever on a big site, you may have heard of it, its called Elephant Journal. My publication is titled: Overcoming our fears in two simple steps; what my phobia of spiders taught me. (like and share of you have a moment- 🤗)
On my last paragraph I wrote: "I overcame my phobia, and although I might not be ready to hold a spider in my hands just yet, I am no longer paralyzed by them, and I even name them."
That same day I was in my bathroom and something was walking on my arm, so I looked and it was a baby spider, I mean baby, it was small, I almost could not see it, slowly and with care I moved and put it on a safe spot, and to me that was huge. I did not freaked at all, and I could not stop smiling because, I mean I had just hold a spider in my hand. I was ready after all.
But today. Today I was outside with my hubby, taking in the morning sun and something was tickeling my toe, and, you guess it, it was a spider!!! Grandma spider actually -grandma spider is a spider that has been living in our house I dont know how long, she is big, and she is missing a leg and its the one who has teached me the most, I have lots of stories with her 🤦♀️😅🤫.
*even my husband was amazed*
I did not freaked at all! I just said "there is a spider in my sandal", like nothing was going on, I took it off, but stayed there, totally relaxed with my sandal and the spider right next to me. He said "is grandma spider" and was unsure as what to do, -this is the same man that saw me for years go into full panick mode and never had one so big actually touched me, so he probably was expecting me to jump off the chair in my panick- i could see it in his face 🤣 so I said "dont kill it" and he just took it and put it back in the wall. And we continued taking the sun. I almost cried out of excitment. And he was looking at me like he could not believe it 😍. I could hardly believe it myself.
Today I found out that I had completly released my fear.
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Blessed be